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HOME Ruth Arriola, 092792. Call me Ruth. Im 18 years old. Licensed. Im Undescribable. Even i cant Describe myself. but hey, i dont bite. follow me. and ill follow you yah? My Life's happy and sometimes its just shit that happens. I mean wwho doesnt get emo at times? haha. Its a blog kinda like my Timeline while im not tired of the massive transformation of the technology Archives
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Thursday, June 18, 2009
just another dayy hi, im bored, idont know what to do eventho im supposed to read my summer reading sheet! omgah, ANYWAYS, SLEPt like at 430am then woke up at 1pm. haha. den yeah, pogi imed me to go jolibee laters at 2 so den i took a shower den were off to jobee. haha den wento starbucks with deee. its nice day outside.haha.deng but i cant go out that much.blaahahhaa. im so paking boreddd dude! i took sum pics at cameroid.com .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) Yesterday was pretty FUN NOW PLAYING: Loving You - DAY 26 so then, airish and me planned to hangout this week and so we did, we went to the movies and watch the Hangover, which is pretty crazy and funny.ahaha so then we ordered this humongous size of popcorn and we didnt finish it, not even half dude! ahaha. shets. wasted 6.50 damn man. and freaking big soda and didnt get to finish it. ahah, so then yeah, after the movies pogi wants to kickit so i called him kuz were boutta go jaja's place.kuz airish wants sum cig. haha. so yea. we went there and jaja took a bath and waited for pogi, then were off to westlake, chilled and went to serra. haha. we took pictures we were laughin the wwhole time.haha. so here's sum pics       Tuesday, June 16, 2009
in the midst of tension i choose to express my feelings, but i can't seem to do it. i suppose. today is a busy day. and i choose to take a rest and log on to my blog to write this. somethings keeps bothering me. it wont go away, ive been thinking it all day long, i dont know. ive been acting weird today, i usually talk in my house, but this day, i cant seem to talk that much. i leaped to silence and thoughtless of what was goin on inside. all i hear is what they want me to do. yea. i cant speak my mind. ive been thinking of stuffs since i woke up. this thing is torturing me. i swear. why cant it be the way i want to. its hard to think about stuffs all day long. i kinda know what to do, but then, i jst dont wanna do it and i dont wanna take the risk. this situation is fucking me up. i cant get my shits straight, i dont know what to do first because theres one thing that would come up and will change the plan. but really. why am i feeling this way? im afraid that my whole summer is going to be like this whole day. =I im afraid. o yea, yea, LOVE, FAMILY, SCHOOL, FRIENDS. aaahh. this things is giving me a hard time foreal man. i am in the situation where nobody could and would understand me. anyways, where's my camera when i need it? urghh!:( i regret selling it. omg. :( okay. i need it. :( if someone wud give me one right, ill love them forever. im not kidding. i need it so badly. "HOW DO I EXPLAIN THIS NONSENSE TO MY HEART?" - Chris Brown Sorry Labs  its hard. so how do i do this? its hard to say NO to people.:( i dont wanna hurt them. Saturday, June 13, 2009
everything isnt just right. yeah, i could feel it, im not numb to not feel this. and yea im not suppose to feel this way. i just want you completely out of my life. thats it and im done. notice the scenario here: YOU like MY FRIEND. why is it that u hittin on my friend? and u know the fact that we are very close. whats the point? hnde ko maintdhan tlaga. bakit sya pa. hnde ako nagseselos or sumthing, but then respect u know? i dont know. thanks for making these problems. thanks for making my life very complicated. thankyou very much. i aprreaciate it. sana kung wala ka, walang nsasaktan smen dalwa. sana kung wla ka, wlang gulong ngyayare. tangina mo. manhid ka. too much paiin right now. thanks a lot. u were the least person i expected to do this to me. i gues im wrong. and i didnt know u were like that. Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Numerous things. k, i dont know how to start of whats happening in my life now.but anyways ill just start with these random things. so, schools over. but i have summer readings for AP. i have these books [x]Black Boy by RichardWright []Fast Food Nation by Eric Schlosser []The Jungle by Upton Sinclair []Master the AP English Language and Composition Exam I am currently reading the book Black Boy. and like im so laazzzy,:( err, but anyways. i have 3 essays to do over the summer. oh wow. i can do this. yea, if i dont procrastinate. k hold on. ima continue this after i eat, because i hear my mom shouting my name. ok so, ha. i forgot to continue this after i ate breakfast.haha, anyways, today was a pretty chill day. get to go out, shit, i know. kuz they dont trust my friends. but anyways, im just tryna get out of trouble. fuckers. i hate this shit tho. when theyre be trippin kuz im with sum dudes. i was like okay? i wont even hangout with them, if they theyre bad right, and i know myself, i wont do sumthing stupid. change topic "UR FREE" - 10:50 pm 06/10/09 yeash im freee, ive beeeen freee dude. all the single ladies! woo, so this is what it feels like. to be free, no worries. wooo. and oh, the love feeling in ur tummy? its not for good. ull get used to it until u get tired of it. hay. its better to be single, so u can do whatever you want. yay. but anyways, i still cant get over it:( and oh i have a gay lover and i love him too=] Saturday, June 6, 2009
IDGAF nomore! yeah maaaan, its vacation, it started out so baddddd. UGH, life is so unfair man. my family? i say that theyre bein a bitch. yah. theyre bitching on me everytime. they judge me, they judge my friends kuz what they see from outside, but really, is that the right thing to do? i guess not. yeeash, i have my own mind. i wont freaking hangout with this people if they dont have good heart, right? they be trippin kuz they smoke and stuff, but idgaf! my other friends werre smokin too, but the question is, do i smoke? big NO! crap, i have my own mind. my life is short, i wont kill myself shit. i wont do sumthing stupid. and mostly, im not like them. i just love to hang out with them kuz theyre fun to be with and they have good heart. haaay, buhay. they dont trust me? i dont care anymore. all im saying is that im not doin anything bad, i know myself more than you guys know me. and it depends in me what decision will i make. yeah. i hope sum1 from my family read this. especially my older brother. =[ i dont freaking judge his friends like he judges my friends. he's hella unfair. |
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