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HOME Ruth Arriola, 092792. Call me Ruth. Im 18 years old. Licensed. Im Undescribable. Even i cant Describe myself. but hey, i dont bite. follow me. and ill follow you yah? My Life's happy and sometimes its just shit that happens. I mean wwho doesnt get emo at times? haha. Its a blog kinda like my Timeline while im not tired of the massive transformation of the technology Archives
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Thursday, May 28, 2009
fuckeen stressed man. oyeah, i get to blog after a freaking stressing days. ughh. i hate school. who invented it anyways?haha. oh man, FUCKEN FINALS! ugghhh i hate it. anyways, my load has been subracted somehow. haha. i turned in my portfolio already and nothe book checklist for cavanaugh. but. i still have GEOMETRY HOMEWROK FAWWKK. FRENCH PROJECT thaas hella stressin dude. i been sleeping late for these past few days maaaan. errr. but anyways, today is a pretty chill day, went to school, 2nd, tutorial, 4th, lunch and 6th. get to hang out with bebe kathleen for a few hours, and daaeem, i was hella full omg. haha. i neeeded to go home to take a shit ahaha. fatty! i know. haha and den we went to bart kuz she finna go home and ima take the bart to powell kuz im meeting up with rinnah and red. so theeen, downtown, we dont know where to go, hahha. so we went to union square, went to macys rooftop, and went to chinatown.haha. and rinnah bought sum souvenirs. and i bought a gift for my dad. ahah so then back to bloomingdales mall, chilled for awhile and yea went home. its pretty tiring to walk but i had fun.haha. on the otherside, ughhh you hella selfish :( i hateyou kbye Saturday, May 23, 2009
equanimity It’s sometimes very difficult For us to understand The wisdom and the love behind The things that God has planned. But we wouldn’t have the rainbow If we didn’t have the rain; We wouldn’t know the pleasure If we never tasted pain. We wouldn’t love the sunrise If we hadn’t felt the night; And we wouldn’t know our weakness If we hadn’t sensed God’s might. We couldn’t have the springtime Or the yellow daffodil If we hadn’t experienced The winter’s frosty chill. And though the brilliant sunshine Is something God has made. He knew too much could parch our souls So He created shade. So God’s given us a balance: Enough joys to keep us glad, Enough tears to keep us humble, Enough good to balance bad. And if you’ll trust in Him you’ll see Though yesterday brought sorrow, The clouds will part and dawn will bring A happier tomorrow. ALL SUNSHINE AND NO RAIN MAKE A DESERT! Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Interdependency in⋅ter⋅de⋅pend⋅ent[in-ter-di-pen-duh nt] –adjective
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
My dad so i dont know if should post this or not, but ill post it anyways cus im supper hella mad at him right now. i dont know too why is he treating me like that, we had an argument last night which led me to get out of the house for awhile, even if its hella hella cold. that night I have realized the words that he had said to me. he's my father, yet he treats me unfair. He never loved me. He never trusted me. He never. and would never. I wanna be a daughter to him, but he slaughters me through my emotions I cried. I cried He wont say any apology til he sees me dying infront of his face He can care about me less and he could care more about my grades never shall i forget those words. those words that made me see the person behind you. i've been keeping this emotions for a long time. i cant burst it out because i dont have the rights. i know that the time will come, you would look for me. but, i might not be there and might not be the person you are looking for. -Ruth Arriola 1125pm 5.19.09 ='( Sunday, May 17, 2009
thoughts thats been in my mind Currently Playing: Best I Ever Had- Drake so then, theres still events that happened last week that is stuck in my mind. yes, it hurts, i gotta admit it. ive been playing badminton badminton, ive been practicing hard, but I guess it wasnt worth it. i lost 4 out of 14 games. so then it was the challenge day for finals, i thought we could make it, but then it didnt turned out from what i expected, i thought everything was okay. So somebody challenged us and we lost. Coach talked to me and my partner. we ended up crying. i know its hard to face it. but then i gotta deal with it. Ill admit it, i was discouraged, my heart broke, yes that how it hurts. ='( but i didnt look at the brighter side. Coach A. said "You've worked hard, You helped the team up" ='( when i would look at it, its unfair. i know. ="( good thing my baby is there to be my crying shoulder:'( maybe God has a purpose for me, thas why we got back together babe, for you to be my crying shoulder kuz i have no one else to share my feelings. thnx babe. oh yea, i still needa practice at BBC this summer, dang and theres this girl at crystal springs that has a strong backhand man. ima practice and be like her. ahah. ima take one step at a time. anyways, i wanna get motivated to be skinny again.omg. motivate me! im so fat. shyyts.haha and oh i still need to read night. i believe this is gonna be a great book. and pls hope ill finish it before wednesday,hehe. kbye. imissyou beb. Now Playing: Sunset-Marques Houston Sunday, May 10, 2009
TELL ME WHY i feel so tired til now, i know its been a stressful week, wow! badminton practice den after practice go to frenzys house for the project. after badminton game, went to frenzys house for the damn project. how tiring? very tiring. went home from frenzy house and worked again for the damn project, thankGod its finished now. haaay! den like ive been searching for a current event about genocide but i cant find anything. so then ima just fin one about racism,hay nako buhay nga nman, so saturday, tell me why i did nothing today, i was so unproductive, but exceot the fact that i went to dental appt,. ahahh. hi im ruth and i have white teeth. =] gnyt! "Little did I realize. that i couldnt be a bird. i cant fly. perhaps my life is like a sea where i just have to go with the flow" -She is not a Bird by Ruth Arriola Wednesday, May 6, 2009
lately everything had changed, im single. consciously, i see things slowly changing day by day, and i cant really do anything with it.in fact i have to deal with it right? damn man, i am really confused. LIKE REALLY, too many questions:( ugh if i could then i would. FML, sideways:( BESTIE! whyd u leave me!! Saturday, May 2, 2009
affirmatively the world is completely confusing. or should i say life is completely confusing. because i am in the point where i am confused. i dont know who to believe and i completely clueless. *tearing* kuz i dont know what to do. as usual fml, ughh, dont worry, it will all get better in time. yes it takes time. anyways,deng, heard stories and was hella upset, disgusted, and disapppointed, ew, i never knew she was like that? what a WHORE man, like freals, ei dont get me wrong, im saying the truth.haha. DEAL with it. and den, classes were coo, kuz i didnt take out a pencil until 6th period.haha. and yes it is friday, earlier not right now tho, kuz its 12 32 am.haha. after school, im supposed to meet up with the capuchino kids, but then bcuz of the story, i was disappointed, i decided not to go with them. and nah im coo bcuz the whore's there. ahah. ew. ill just hang out with them when the whore is not there.haha. so yea, i just decided to go with kathleen at serramonte, thank God we have a ride kuz it was hella raining. ughh goshh. i didnt know. haha. and like we went to serraonte den went to Burger king at colma kuz its freee! ahaha. and barnes and noble too. we were there for hellla long, i went home at 10, good thing parents arent there yet.hahah. yeapp! we gotta free burger king, we gotta free starbucks tooo, hell yea. thats how u do it. haha i found it funny kuz we were at barnes and nobles reading stuffs, and like jaja finish a small book, and i ended up buying a book called "sex, drugs, and cocoa puffs" haha, the book that i been longing to read. whew. i have started the first few pages and i think its pretty interesting. haha. den like i went home, and den like i get to talk to rinnah abante about stuffs, deng i havent talked to her for hella long.haha. so i think thas it for now. omg i dont know yet when im gonna blog again kuz ima be busy for this week -project - badmminton -school works and other stuffs. im trying to put important things first bfore anything else, im aiming for that straight a's. yay. i=kinda motivated, pls dont distract me.haha. -missing you tho. =[ |
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