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HOME Ruth Arriola, 092792. Call me Ruth. Im 18 years old. Licensed. Im Undescribable. Even i cant Describe myself. but hey, i dont bite. follow me. and ill follow you yah? My Life's happy and sometimes its just shit that happens. I mean wwho doesnt get emo at times? haha. Its a blog kinda like my Timeline while im not tired of the massive transformation of the technology Archives
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Sunday, March 28, 2010
sometimes Now Playing : Circles - Marques Houston So i shouldn't be bloggin right now, but then i just felt like doing it. Sometimes, there's a point in my life that i just miss being with someone, like the whole pack that comes with it. It's always been a great feeling to be loved by someone to the point where you didn't care what was hurting you. It's just a great feeling that you know there's someone you can talk to late at night. Someone that you sleep with on the phone; that someone who would watch you til you sleep. Someone you can hug when you're cold. That person who could make you smile and be the reason why you wake up in the morning. That someone who would hold you and kiss you infront of everybody else and shows how she/he is inlove with you. Oh dontchu just wish that you could just be in love for the rest of your life and have no complications? I've always wished that no one invented the word "hurt " and "pain". but i know what im wishing right now is too impossible, for getting hurt is always part of loving. it was just a random thought. Im not complaining bout me being single right now, bcuz i actually like my life right now. but sure it would be better if i have that someone in my life right now. haha okaaaaay im just saying, ruth Labels: love I try to hide it, I try to fight it, I don't wanna show you. But to be honest, I am missing you pretty bad. Friday, March 26, 2010
the truth. Currently: on the phone with sleepyhead Now Playing: Endlessly- B44 "And I know I've always Just been a friend But if you look my way I'll make sure you never hurt again" This week was pretty cool and chill, i guess i would say it that way,for it really was. Less homeworks for ya homegirrrl. haha. I doin fine but then that thing had to come along the way. I mean im still doin fine, but it seem that i cant get that shit offa my mind. Sometimes the thing you need is the one thing You can't see If you put your faith in me How beautiful you and I would be Don't get me wrong, im right here being a friend, like ive always wanted to be. so let me be. i said those words, bcus it is what i feel. yes i might be happy but i know deep down inside theres something thats still bothering me. It doesnt have anything to do with you running to me, bcus for me it is perfectly fine and you know that it doesnt matter to me if you run to me. THe truth is that i found myself hurting right the first time i heard you cry bcus of the same reason over and over again. It hurts still that i cant do anything about it but to wish...It hurts to see someone you loved and took care of cry like that every night. It hurts because all you can do is wish, wish you were the one to make that person happy and fill up that missing part.. It hurts because all I could do is WISH. Life is sometimes sad. Yours Truly, RUTH. Saturday, March 20, 2010
bcuz its saturday. i need to keep updates with my blog so it'll know wsup. haha. i felt like this weeek was so long and stressin, barely had sleeeep. but its all good. thank God IDP presentations is over, alla the stress is gone.it was sucha relief like real talk  but hey i liked my IDP and ppl liked it to. haha. especially the photo part. im sure that this is one of the best projects ive ever done. haha. it may not look cool, but my feelings are there. Now Playing : If I Was The One - Ruff Endz and with every stress, disappointments,sadness that i been through this week, God never failed to give me sunshines throughout this week... i made up my mind that ill apply for Cornell University for their summer program on Medicine, i hope ill get in. and I need you Lord, as i take a big step in my life. I need You by my side.. im counting the good days:) and im in love with life's endless possibilites. and hey, IM RUTH:) Monday, March 8, 2010
those late night talks from the best conversations ever to awkward silences. from sleeping to waking up with you on the phone.. felt so good. nothing compares to hearing that “goodmorning ” voice … feels weird without you. im just saying and i jsut miss it. i know its random. haha. but gooodnight Thursday, March 4, 2010
what an experience, but it was good. Now Playing: Sorry for the stupid things - BabyFace Recently, i have been having the "emo" side of myself again, but not that much. It didn't get the best outta me though, but I was just surprised how that person just left me hangin after all the words that she said. But its all good, as days passed by, I realized who and what am I to her. I get the whole picture. I came in the picture at the wrong time, you were talkin to somebody else, then you had feelings for me, and i felt the same way. but what happened? Asking me? I dont know. You stopped, then thats where i stopped too Now Playing: Over My Head - Neyo So I had someone You had someone Started off as nothing more than friends But as time got spent I started liking spending time with you More than "HER" And it wasn't what I meant to do Started thinking about kissing you Accidently "(PURPOSELY)" Accidently Suddenly out of the blue Guess you was thinking about it too Cuz you kissed me And he saw you Damn DAMN. I might be over my head A little over my head But I kind of "LOVE" it I kind of "LOVE" it This is not what I expected A little over my head But I kind of like it I kind of like it This was the song that we used to play over and over again bcus of our situation. and you would change the lyrics. haha. its kind of funny how it hella relates to us huh. damn tho. that was goood., over the presidents week, that was a good experience. thanks. :) you made me feel so good:) I miss those late night talks with you every night:) you know that i gotchuuuuuu always. hahaha. Anyways, this was just one of the things that happened to me, i mean, it didnt hurt me. but more like making me feel good:) yeahh that was hella good tho. haha. as what my friend said "you needa be careful" Fin, that was goood, and hi, Im ruthiee f baybay. (awwww) |
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