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Ruth Arriola, 092792. Call me Ruth. Im 18 years old. Licensed. Im Undescribable. Even i cant Describe myself. but hey, i dont bite. follow me. and ill follow you yah? My Life's happy and sometimes its just shit that happens. I mean wwho doesnt get emo at times? haha. Its a blog kinda like my Timeline while im not tired of the massive transformation of the technology

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Tuesday, June 16, 2009
in the midst of tension

i choose to express my feelings, but i can't seem to do it. i suppose. today is a busy day. and i choose to take a rest and log on to my blog to write this. somethings keeps bothering me. it wont go away, ive been thinking it all day long, i dont know. ive been acting weird today, i usually talk in my house, but this day, i cant seem to talk that much. i leaped to silence and thoughtless of what was goin on inside. all i hear is what they want me to do. yea. i cant speak my mind. ive been thinking of stuffs since i woke up. this thing is torturing me. i swear. why cant it be the way i want to. its hard to think about stuffs all day long. i kinda know what to do, but then, i jst dont wanna do it and i dont wanna take the risk. this situation is fucking me up. i cant get my shits straight, i dont know what to do first because theres one thing that would come up and will change the plan. but really. why am i feeling this way? im afraid that my whole summer is going to be like this whole day. =I im afraid. o yea, yea, LOVE, FAMILY, SCHOOL, FRIENDS. aaahh. this things is giving me a hard time foreal man.

i am in the situation where nobody could and would understand me.

anyways, where's my camera when i need it? urghh!:( i regret selling it. omg. :( okay. i need it. :(
if someone wud give me one right, ill love them forever. im not kidding. i need it so badly.



"HOW DO I EXPLAIN THIS NONSENSE TO MY HEART?" - Chris Brown
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay