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Ruth Arriola, 092792. Call me Ruth. Im 18 years old. Licensed. Im Undescribable. Even i cant Describe myself. but hey, i dont bite. follow me. and ill follow you yah? My Life's happy and sometimes its just shit that happens. I mean wwho doesnt get emo at times? haha. Its a blog kinda like my Timeline while im not tired of the massive transformation of the technology

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Monday, November 9, 2009
a sudden change

as volleyball season ended, things were slowly changing, in a good way and bad way, i guess?im stressed about my grades and i dont know why the heck am i doing, i wouldnt blame it on volleyball and/or to anyone, because yes it's still mydecision to slack off, or by any means to procrastinate. so i blame it on myself. progress reports bout to come out, i should watch out for my grades coming in the mail. i shud go home early. and watch the mail so my dad couldnt see my grades. haha. bad.

i know it is. grrrr. i hate school for some reason, i used to love AP, but now im hating it, i dont know why, theres no excitement in school for me, i mean for my academics. but whatever, but real talk tho, i needa giit my shits straight.

HELLA things changed , and i know i need to blog this.or somehow in the future ill remember this one time that one person came into my life and never made me happy this way.

me and my ex arent talking anymore, moved to the philippines, and i think thats a good decision for him, except for the fact that his family wud blame me for that decision he made. i know that i dont have the face to put it in his family especially to his sister. but who cares, its nnot my fault. or u cud blame it to me, i dont care either. move on. things do change. and yes feelings do. we both didnt take care of it.

ANYYYWAYYSS, theres this one person thats been making me happy for the past few days, and im happpy bout it. People might say i move on too fast, or whatever, thats life, i wont spend my days crying over what happend. i dont want to waste my time where it will not provide me anythigng;useless. thats how life goes and i beleive that past doesnt matter anymore, learn from it. anyhowwwss, i thank this person for making me feel this way, we both believe in forever, and i said that we'll make it happen. we both came from the same situtation from the past and i know we cud do better this time. I believe and will believe in this. mark that.

110709 the start. CFBM on mines:) i coudnt not ask for more.
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay