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HOME Ruth Arriola, 092792. Call me Ruth. Im 18 years old. Licensed. Im Undescribable. Even i cant Describe myself. but hey, i dont bite. follow me. and ill follow you yah? My Life's happy and sometimes its just shit that happens. I mean wwho doesnt get emo at times? haha. Its a blog kinda like my Timeline while im not tired of the massive transformation of the technology Archives
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Wednesday, November 25, 2009
that was pretty fast that was pretty faast? i should say. i remember back then when we used to be on each other and say words that would give us butterflies, those were the days that made me certainly happy that i wanted to be with that person. but i should have known better and not expect that this is gonna be forever. nothing last forever? i guess its true. i remember, when i fought for this love and relationship. showed you how much i want you. i wanted to make you happy, but i guess i wasn’t good enough to make you happy and to make you feel like that. what happened to forever and 7 days? what happened to "starting right now, ima try to not be an ass anymore babe" . what happened to "110709 settled. could not ask for more." what happened to "babe youre mine k?" yea babe im yours. what happened with those aways? when u used to show ppl how much u love me. how much u want me. "its just a fucking away." i know right. idk why am i even trippin offa that. yeah now. no ones gonna bother u anymore. no ones gonaa tell you what to do or what not. no ones gonna force u anymore. happy? hope so. it was nov.21 2009 when everything started to change. because of that one stupid mistake i did. it changed everything. if i knew this is whats gonna happen. i shuda never said. yes i wasnt thinking because my anger was taking over. shit happens.sorry for ruining everything everything. if this really it? then go ahead. i would not stop you anymore because this is too much. i cant take it. everything changed. dont wish that ill be happy kuz u know that i wouldnt. im giving up and you are always welcome to come back. thanks for everything. i loved you with all my heart and soul. but i guess i wasn't enough. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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