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HOME Ruth Arriola, 092792. Call me Ruth. Im 18 years old. Licensed. Im Undescribable. Even i cant Describe myself. but hey, i dont bite. follow me. and ill follow you yah? My Life's happy and sometimes its just shit that happens. I mean wwho doesnt get emo at times? haha. Its a blog kinda like my Timeline while im not tired of the massive transformation of the technology Archives
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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
love =( Love. Always thought about what it is. To me it's everything. Love is being able to go through anything. The fights and arguments. It's being able to forgive every little thing. A promise being broken thousands of times. But also a promise kept. Love is knowing that ihe used to like her and the fact that there's still a chance of him liking her again. But also the same way for you. It's caring no matter what. It's being able to forgive him even though he went out somewhere with two other girls and telling you last minute. But Love is also when you don't go out with any other guys just to make them happy. It's not just a matter of saying ''i love you'' and what not. It's so much more than that. You have to mean it. Love is real. It's knowing that you have the same feelings for someone no matter how bad they treat you. Love is when you still know you care even if they become abusive or say the most hurtful things that make you cry everynight. It's treating the one you love right with respect even if they don't give respect back. Love is when you know he was wrong, but you still forgave him and made him happy. It's when all mistakes are forgiven and then the past is nothing else than just the past. It's when you know that he/she is the person you're looking for. When you pray to God, all you'd get were signs of that one person. That's how I found him. Love is when things change and you come to accept it. It's when he's not the same, but you still care and have the same feelings anyways. It's when you go through so much for that one person, even if they don't do the same for you...anymore. It's when you know it's not fair to you, but you let it go to make them have a good day and to make them happy. But love is also when you make things fair for them, even if they don't for you. It's understanding and hardwork shared by two people. Love is something to cherish. So don't abuse it. It's letting them have the fun even though you can't. But it's also not having fun when they can't. It's a matter of fairness and when I say fairness I mean that you both have to give eachother equal freedom and space. Love is love. Love is God. Love is everything. Treat it well people change, yes, it sucks the thing that happened yesterday and the day before yesterday was very very upsetting. I don't know why this hurts so much. Its upsetting that you see these person change as the years have gone through, the fact that on the first place he said he can't live without me, but then on the present, he acts like he can't live without me, you've been so tough now, you changed, I can't reach you anymore. I guess im letting you go now. there's so much been through us, too much hurtful acts and words. im sorry too. I know I messed up big time. that's life. "there will be pain, but life goes on" it hurts so much. it just hurts. im tired of crying and trying. too much, maybe someday we'll meet somewhere, but I won't forget you, you were everything to me. iloveyou and sorry. Sunday, March 29, 2009
Goodbye Nikon D50 wahh. Im selling my Nikon D50 to one of church friend. and i'll get a new one. Too much memories has been captured by this camera. Time for change.Im moving to Canon, idont know how long will it take for me to buy a new one, but it's soon. GoodBye Nikon D50.=] ilveyou YOU know what i want? i want crepes! especialy the strawberry one! mmm!  IRONY i⋅ro⋅ny1 [ahy-ruh-nee, ahy-er-]–noun, plural -nies. an outcome of events contrary to what was, or might have been, expected. so then i woke like at 9 because baby called me, he's gonna go to church.so then i remembered i have to call this one dude who's selling his G1. so then i caled. he didnt answer. and lil later, he answered and i was like "are u the one who's sellign g1" and den he was like"oh yah, i lowered it to 125." then we both agreed that were gna meet up in the movies. like around 1040. so we waited, then there they go, he has the g1 i have the charger. so we tested it then it worked. so then later on i was like "so 125 right" and he was like oh its 175 then i was like i thought u lowered it 125, u just said it on the phone, then he was like i said 175, blah blaah. in short, i didnt get the g1. i was hella mad. cuz then i hella rushed just to go there, how odd life is. anyways, im getting a new later for 250 thoo. ughhh. but oh well.:) just sharing and church later. Labels: irony life Saturday, March 28, 2009
changes. changes? it's part of growing up. Recently, I've seen people in my surroundings change as the time goes by. As they meet new people, hang out with other firends, and so on. It just amaze me how this people change from the moment i met them and to the present. How odd. I'll admit, it annoys the hell outta me and so i just sit down and rahter say nothing, than to argue with them. and sometimes ending up saying to them that they changed. [sure why not] but my question is. is it really subconscious that they dont know what theyre talking about? idont know.you answer me. on the phone i miss talking to my babyyyy:) iloveyouuuuu everything's okay now. thank God. everythings going fine now. after a lot of dram and crying and stuufs. I feel better now. :) I went to his place to fix everything, i messed and im sorry for that. I dont wanna lose this relationship. i loveyou. i have learned a lot of things. Not everyone will understand you, sometimes you have to deal with the situation, yes expecting is one way of hurting yourself. :\ happened to me hella times, but it seems that i never learned.. I guess this time, i will anad i hope so. changes takes time. change topic. Im selling my nikon D50 tmrw and im gonna buy a g1 tmrw.haha. so yupp. ill cut it here first. bye! Labels: life |
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