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HOME Ruth Arriola, 092792. Call me Ruth. Im 18 years old. Licensed. Im Undescribable. Even i cant Describe myself. but hey, i dont bite. follow me. and ill follow you yah? My Life's happy and sometimes its just shit that happens. I mean wwho doesnt get emo at times? haha. Its a blog kinda like my Timeline while im not tired of the massive transformation of the technology Archives
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Saturday, January 23, 2010
i know, it took forever. boooo, finally I get to blog,oh gaaaahh, its been a whilee tho. I survived SAT's, the tons of essay due this last week,the chemistry quiz. ooh gasssh, it was really stressful +this feeling. oh yeah gimme more, and ull see how strong I am. haha. well lately, I been thinking too much, I finally realized how important my friends are,and like they're the only ones who could help me through whatever, and there are people who you expect the most to be there for you,they will just push you away, and they're just nice if they need suim from you, I guess I was just too nice, bcuhs I don't really want them to be upset or any negative feeling.and I helluh forgot about myself now. Now playing: Moving on -Toya "See right when I start letting go Somebody wants to let me know Can they take your place No they can't fill your space " it is not easy to let go of someone who has been really close to your heart, even if you force yourself to let it go? it just wouldn't, the heart has a mind of its own, the heart knows when to let go and when's the right time to love somebody else, the only answer that I found is that: it takes time, don't rush it, it will eventually get to that point. Im not gonna lie, I can't wait to get there, bcuhs its a burden deep inside to still have this feeling. it aint easy,like freals. but despite of that,Im trying to be happy beyond it, I don't wanna think about what happened,bcuhs its hurting me more.but whaereverss, hurt is part of love, I have my FRIENDS and them to make me happy, but yknow, it aint theee same. but its all good, atleast im happy,haha. whateverrr. I was kinda mad at myself bcuhs I let this situation get the best out of me. oh man.there's no one to blame but myself, why did I fall for the second time? ugh. knowing that the person doesn't want you anymore.why do I keep pushing myself? idont know the answer either, well this time,im not anymore.well she got her ex,I can see that she happy now. im happy for her too. haha, like my friend said "yall hella bipolar." hahahaaa but reaaally tho, got meee helllaaaa fuckeeeed up, like no otherr. anyways, this weeek wasss ahrrryttie, haha.but heyy sonics waasss good for the 2nd time. ahah. I missed hanging out with this beeezzzy. lols, I kinda felt bad for what happened between me and him, but then again,im still thankful that he was there for me through the good and bad, now that's waht im calling "real" haha. even if I pushed him away hella times, he didn't leave me, lols,whatever, still no regrett becuhs I thought things were gonna be better. but yeah, it waaaaas.it just didn't work. blaaaah, okay this is really getting emo. hahaaahaha, no goodddd. hahaha. and lol, im pretty happy with what I have ryt now, I just don't wanntt any dramas as babyboooy said.haha, lol, I missed that beezzzy too, he gave me giftcard,oh yeaaah. and dinner with my lovelys soon at Kome, omgggaah,lets go guyyssss. throwwwbackkks=) so ima end it here now,its gettinggg long like yours.mwahahhaa. and I wanna greeeet mhyk a happpy birthdaaay! "just let me spend one more minute with you." |
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