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HOME Ruth Arriola, 092792. Call me Ruth. Im 18 years old. Licensed. Im Undescribable. Even i cant Describe myself. but hey, i dont bite. follow me. and ill follow you yah? My Life's happy and sometimes its just shit that happens. I mean wwho doesnt get emo at times? haha. Its a blog kinda like my Timeline while im not tired of the massive transformation of the technology Archives
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Friday, January 1, 2010
indeed it was a good year Now Playing: Feeling You - T.I i dont wanna say that it was a bad year for me, because looking back through the year made me sad, because of that bad times that happened, but hey, theres also good times ya know. those priceless moments and feelings. i would never ever forget that. As i can recap, i started my 2009 very bad because of my family problems, it was very hard for me to accept it, because it is not what i expected. as far as i can remember, my lovelife was being an ass that time too. but who cares, its past. i know, but im just saying. haha. There were so numerous things that happened, i wanna enumerate it, but this its gonna take a long time. it went good for my sophomore year, but then my grades went lower, i had issues like no otherrr. but hey, my summer was crackkiin, even most of the time,i stayed home. I thank all the people who put it up with me throughout the summer tho. oh and even before that? Shit happened. Man, 2 of my bestfriends left me and went to the Philippines, it was truly heartbreaking, man. Jazmine, i missyou dude. but then again, ive learned how to face it. and i got used to, although it wasnt the same without them. I have to take it. Like going to school without them, like i was just all quiet and yeah. but good thing the school was about to end that time. and junior year came. it started out sooo bad, but it was worth it, because of the volleyball season. i made some improvements for myself, but i gotta work for it. anyways.. 2009 is the year, where i had to attend 4 debuts of my friends, like theyre leaving me too, theyre 18 and their goin to college. like sucks maaaan, i cant wait to be 18 too. haha, but hey 2010, im turning 18:) ugh, but hella ppl are graduating too.grrr. man i am already feeling the saddness of 2010 tho, but its all good tho, its in a good way too. haha. whew. anyways lets not talk about that, so hello 2009, youre about to leave me, thanks for all the memories, pains, heartaches, joy, laughters, tears and blessings. I just wanna thank the Lord above, for taking care of me this year, for helping me and for teaching me lessons. One great thing about 2009 is that I learned to Love the fact of learning from my mistakes, and to accepting whats not for me. The Lord has answered all my prayers, but its either, YES, NO or WAIT. Towards the end of the year,I had the most heartbreaking event in my life, i had the most painful pains, and i had to accept it with my pride. It is never easy to accept things, especially when its not really for you. You gotta move on, and forget the pain because theres gonna be better days. Easier said than done, but thats just how it is. Im learning to not look back from the bad things that happened, but just treasure the good memories that happened, it would keep you smiling. Forget the past, keep good times, theres more to come. I never thought i would actually feel this kind of pain in my heart,i never thought that it would end this way, sorry i have my imperfections in my life, and sorry i made a mistake for letting that relationship slipped just like that. i wasnt thinking right at all.but hey, youre one the best things that happened to me, im not gonna lie. thanks for everything and sorrryy. I wanna end this year very positive, although its not ending right for me, but i just wanna think positive for now, so it will be good for me the next year. 2010 is jsut a few hours away.I just wanted to let go of the heartaches,pain and all the negative stuffs that i been through this year, especially for this month. ohhh december. :( man this is harrrd, i feel like crying. i gotta let this out before 2010 comes at 12. well idk if theres gonna be tears, im pretty there will be, although ive shed alot this year. whew. Keep drinking water. haha. it will keep you alive. Thaks you Lord, Parents and Friends for being there for me, for putting it up with me, and for not giving up on me. Sorry for all the bad stuff that i have done.I am very sorry. Lets make 2010 great, yeah? lets apply the things that we have learned from 2009. IM pretty sure everybodys gonna be happy. Lets make each other smile and keep that smile in our face, enough with the tears. Keep Moving Forward and Dont look back with the bad times:) I love you all. thankyou:) Now Playing: Must Be Nice- Lyfe Jennings |
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