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HOME Ruth Arriola, 092792. Call me Ruth. Im 18 years old. Licensed. Im Undescribable. Even i cant Describe myself. but hey, i dont bite. follow me. and ill follow you yah? My Life's happy and sometimes its just shit that happens. I mean wwho doesnt get emo at times? haha. Its a blog kinda like my Timeline while im not tired of the massive transformation of the technology Archives
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Saturday, May 29, 2010
God, Family, School and Friends is equals to my life. This is how my life should go. In the same exact order, same exact spellig and its definition. I realized I could only handle this much. It is what you see is what you get. If you work for ir, it will bring peace and joy. Work for it rather than regretting the fact that you did not try. Try your hardest and do your bestest; in fact it is the only thing you can do when all else fails. And it's true, and there is nothing wrong with trying. Nothings going to change. This is what i learned in these past few days, just recently. I had a fight with my parents and they were talk about my school and how i could do so much more. My grades isn't the way theyre supposed to be right now. I could do so much more. It hit me hard when my dad said "I do sport during my high schoool,yet i still excelled in class" It was the time that a tear just crawled down in my face. It broke my heart in a way that i wish I could do so much better, i wish i have that kind of skills my dad has, and a brain like him. Well, too bad i dont. This Cornell University thing? I tried my hardestto get the money, but it wasn't enough. They were the reason why i wanted to be in this summer college because atleast I know it would give me a background of becoming a doctor in the future. It hurts because of the fact that I can't go when i fund raised for it. I wish it's that easy to balance my activities along with the school works. I wish i had those skills.. "Feel the lows before the high" A quote that I can never forget from the moment i heard it from a song called Unthinkable- Alicia Keys. "Sana ganito na lang buhay, lage mo kasama mga kaibgan mo, walang tigil na kasiyahan" - BestFriend Jerome E. right? I wish Life could be that easy, all bout having fun,partying, being there for eeach other. but naaah, To succeed in life, you gotta balance all of your priorities. and you gotta know which is your main priority. For me, its God. He is the reason for my living, He's my provider and everything, therefore i should give him back all the glory. There's always a guilty feeling in me when I cant go to church due to my activities, but i know He understands. but not all the time. He moves in mysterious ways in my life, when He know i deserve it, He will gladly give it to me, eventhough i know to myself, that I do not deserve anything. Im very thankful that I passed my driving test. He's so great that he let me passed my test eventhough I didnt go to church for the past few days.. GAHHHHHHH. im thankful that there's always a positve sidee of everything. whew. oh, im single because i just wanna do me first. Im grateful, im RUTH |
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