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HOME Ruth Arriola, 092792. Call me Ruth. Im 18 years old. Licensed. Im Undescribable. Even i cant Describe myself. but hey, i dont bite. follow me. and ill follow you yah? My Life's happy and sometimes its just shit that happens. I mean wwho doesnt get emo at times? haha. Its a blog kinda like my Timeline while im not tired of the massive transformation of the technology Archives
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Saturday, May 1, 2010
vindicated NOw Playing Vindicated- Dashboard Confessionals It just happens that I was listening to this song by dashboard confessionals, and i was intrigued about the title and what it actually means. I looked it up on dictionary.com and there it showed up the meaning. I get it now. I remember this was one of the songs played in Spiderman (i dont remember what series was it). But hey, this week has been pretty much tiring, stressing,heart breaking and full of lessons. This week wasnt just the week for me, although i tried to look on the brighter side of everything. It would work,but there are just times that you can't do anything but to cry.. cry.. and learn a lesson.. Life? It may hurt, but that's where you become a better person.. i feel relived knowing that thing wasn't taken a look at. God blessed me this much. I've been praying So starting monday (april 25), i've been pretty nervous because of the much awaited behind the wheel test on thursday the 29th. So then thursday comes right? it was pretty much going so good til i heard the news about Mr. Swan, my heart was broken, everybody in ap english was crying.It just hurt to see someone passed away just like that. It really does hurt... i was zoning out til 4th period.. til kyra made me smile because she sent me a message saying: Dear Ruth, I love you Love, Kyra mr. swan was one of the greatest and cool teacher, in all honesty. he's a friend to me.. so then the moment of truth.I was so ready to take my driving test , my dad already excused me outta my class, and the next thing i know, the car has the orange thing on the wheel, i was like wow! are you serious? on the birthday of my brother? and on my behind the wheel test too? and the fact that i will be missing a game too. OMG. why does this shit have to happen on that day? from that moment, i didnt know what to do, i felt like the world just went down to me, i felt burdened so much. to know that its $405?, i feel like i wanted to die. april 29th was one of the worst days ever. i was crying the whole time. I've learned so much lesson dude, i know my God has a purpose for that, or maybe the devil was just tryna test me. =[ i cant even explain the feeling, i couldnt function the whole day, knowing that i have a test tomorrow, and a project due. what a shame... If its not meant to be, you could try waiting... maybe its time for me to wait? sometimes,all you can do is cry.. im RUTH. |
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