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HOME Ruth Arriola, 092792. Call me Ruth. Im 18 years old. Licensed. Im Undescribable. Even i cant Describe myself. but hey, i dont bite. follow me. and ill follow you yah? My Life's happy and sometimes its just shit that happens. I mean wwho doesnt get emo at times? haha. Its a blog kinda like my Timeline while im not tired of the massive transformation of the technology Archives
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Sunday, April 25, 2010
there's gotta be pain, of course.. Currently: 2:22 am; Angels Cry- Mariah Carey ft Neyo This week was so much load for me, although there was less homeworks, I still had to do so much works from school to practice to my house. So we moved to a new place and its just an apartment but I aint trippin, its better than that small,old and dirty house. We're still on the process of fixing the new place and it may take a while. Thats pretty much the big change that's happenin in my life. So then today, I pretty much just stayed home and just killed time fixing the stuffs here at the new place. I barely talked to him today because he had to go the study session for their AP Biology. I ended up missing him. I've never felt like this before to the point when he texted me,i teared. its all bad man. Its not even funny anymore. As much as i wanna talk to him, i cant because i dont wanna be selfish .. The only time he texted me is when he's aboutta sleep and that made me even more sad. I went up to my bed and it started playing slow jams, so i basically cried. then later on..... i went on facebook and his status said something about playing street fighter. i was shocked to know that he's still up and i thought he was gonna sleep. I was like wow. In my mind, i was all like "he just doesnt wanna talk to me, he couldve said it to me in the first place." Well sorry, i miss you this much and i wanted to talk to you. Man, it hella broke my heart and i just broke down.. Dont worry I'll put limits to myself so I wont have to get hurt this much... Thats all i gotta share right now. I know,there will be pain, but life goes in right? but hey, IM RUTH.. Saturday, April 17, 2010
word from the best; Marie Pascual "stay away from people that makes yur life complicated when everything is going good cuz its going to happen over and over again no matter how much that person tries not to complicate things" Thursday, April 15, 2010
She's out of my life. and I lied. Well, for a certain time, she was, and i was doing fine in that certain time. She came back, needing a friend that could help her and I was there.. She's the typa person that I would still do anything and would give everything.. For the question of why? I dont know either. I wish i could just resist just like that, but nah. I still find myself doing everything i can when she needs me. It's her.. I cant leave her hanging.. Being a friend...is the closest i could ever get to her.. It saddens me too, when she's sad.. I wish I could make her happy.. I dont know. Its unexplainable.. She still has a special place in my heart, and i have to admit that.. So far, so good, Jefferson Badminton Team Now Playing: She's Right There - So far, we've had 6 games and by God's grace, we won all of it. I never expected this much of a blessings for the team. We've had people got kicked outta the team because of grades and some certain reasons, and i must say, the people that got kicked were the one who we are depending on. They're a big part of the team, but it is our time to depend on ourselves, to make a stand and be confident to say that; even though without them ,we could still make this win. Wednesday, April 14, 2010
He's sucha nerd The 3 in <'3 (so it's not ♥ ) can be multiplied by 4 so we get 12. C-H-R-I-S-T-I-A-N & R-U-T-H. That's 13 letters. Since I have two "I"s in my name, that's technically using ONE letter. So we get 12 letters. 8 other letters are R.A.D.A. & C.F.L.D. Since I used 13 letters earlier, C.F.L.D. LOVES R.A.D.A. ME:OMG SERIOUSLY BABE? YOU just did that? but i like it..=] so who's the NERD now? Monday, April 12, 2010
Cant believe i cried.. MHM! : And I'd totally tell you first, dude. : ... : =]
itsruthiee : what? : repeat that again? X_X /aim/services/imapp/ver7_2_6_1/resources/en-us/offline_icon.png){kind=icon} Moar133tThanYou is offline 10:51 pm
IMs are delivered when the buddy signs in. Moar133tThanYou : YEAH! You read that right. : DUDE
itsruthiee : whatever X_X : ugh : k dude Moar133tThanYou : LOL : Babe.
itsruthiee : no Moar133tThanYou : I love you! itsruthiee : no Moar133tThanYou : Don't change your status! : BABE! : PLEASE! : <3 : I'm only kidding! : ='[
itsruthiee : no Moar133tThanYou : ... : okay...
itsruthiee : ='[ Moar133tThanYou : Good night... itsruthiee : nyt /aim/services/imapp/ver7_2_6_1/resources/en-us/available_icon.png){kind=icon} Moar133tThanYou is available 10:53 pm
Moar133tThanYou : ... : ='[ : I<3u
itsruthiee : no : bye Moar133tThanYou : Ruth... I'm only kidding... seriously... itsruthiee : no u promised me. : its whatever Moar133tThanYou : =[ Babe... I'm sorry... Moar133tThanYou is available 10:54 pm
Man... I'm feelin' SO bad right now... 1s ago Comment itsruthiee : kk : and no im not answering Moar133tThanYou : I'm sorry... : Noooo. Don't cry, babe...
itsruthiee : sall good Moar133tThanYou : I'm sorry... Moar133tThanYou is available 10:59 pm
=____= 1s ago Comment Moar133tThanYou : I'm sorry for messing up big time, Ruth... : I'm so sorry... : =/
itsruthiee : sall good babe Moar133tThanYou : Good night. itsruthiee : dont trip : :-) Moar133tThanYou : I'm already hella trippin' about it cuz I made a promise not to call you "dude" again... Moar133tThanYou : and I just did earlier... : I'm so sorry...
itsruthiee : its all good babe.. : dont worry about it. Moar133tThanYou : I'm trippin' over it, though... itsruthiee : dont worry beb. : its nothing Moar133tThanYou is available 11:04 pm
Moar133tThanYou : Ok. Ruth. I'm going to sleep now. I needa sleep this off. : good night. : I love you. : <3
itsruthiee : k and u call me ruth : k Christian : goodnight : dont worry about it Moar133tThanYou : Babe... : seriously...
itsruthiee : dont worry i still love you. go to sleep : sweetdreams. Moar133tThanYou : Babe. : I'm so sorry...
Moar133tThanYou : I know you don't wanna talk to me right now because I couldn't keep a simple promise. I'm really honestly sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you, Baby. There's no excuse for me to be like this. I'm so sorry... Please forgive me, Babe... I love you... itsruthiee : its all good. i love you too. Moar133tThanYou : I can't believe I just did that... I don't wanna hurt you anymore... i can't afford to do that. I'm so sorry, babe. I'm. so sorry... itsruthiee : people make mistakes. its all good babe Moar133tThanYou : <3 : Thanks babe...
itsruthiee : your welcome Moar133tThanYou : I just don't wanna lose you, babe... itsruthiee : im still here babe. Moar133tThanYou : Are we still gonna walk tomorrow morning? itsruthiee : if you want to.. Moar133tThanYou : Of course I want to. : I need to make this up to you somehow...
itsruthiee : its okay babe, u dont have to, its not much of a big deal itsruthiee : babe? u been typing. its okay babe, i love you k? Moar133tThanYou : Babe, I'm sorry about what I just did a few minutes ago. I'm incredibly stupid for not keeping my promise and I honestly can't believe I let that happen. It honestly shouldn't have happened at all. Ever. I can't believe that you forgave me after that, though. And I love you too. itsruthiee : its k babe, forget bout it k? Moar133tThanYou : I will. itsruthiee : kgood. Moar133tThanYou : *sighs* itsruthiee : TULOG NA beb Moar133tThanYou : You're mad at me, huh? itsruthiee : no babe, im not.. Moar133tThanYou : I'm sorry if I got on your nerves tonight... I shoulda known better... : aright... : see you tomorrow morning then, babe. : I love you. : Good night.
itsruthiee : its okay babe. Moar133tThanYou : and sweet dreams. itsruthiee : i love you too.. Moar133tThanYou : <3 itsruthiee : sugardreams.. Moar133tThanYou : Call you tomorrow and the same time... itsruthiee : mkay. Moar133tThanYou is offline 11:26 pm
I love you, Ruth. 1s ago Sunday, April 11, 2010
because this spring break was the best so far.. Now Playing - Somebody- Jinky Vidal I never thought that this spring break would turn out this good, before the spring break started, i've been having the thoughts that it would be just an ordinary day just like the old days and would stay stuck at home all day. But it came out the opposite from what I expected. To start off; Sunday; The resurrection. - Went to church too early to hear the marathon preachings. and it ended at 12:30. Then after the service, i was gonna go home, but then steph and ralph didnt want me to go home rather stayed with them to kickit. It feels good to kickit with them, its been a while. Monday; Mr. and Mrs. Me Time -As it was planned, Me and Christian kicked it. We went to the movies and watched the Clash of the Titans and How to train Your Dragon. haha. the movie was cute. :) i liked it. Tuesday; Day with my Girls -AFter practice, i went to go kickit with my girls; Lara and Jaja. Me and Jaja met up at DC bart to go to Lara's house together. When we got there, we went swimming and then yeah. it feels gooooooooood to be with them because of the feeling that youre missing the good old days. haha. then we went to Lara's house then my lovely labs(jaja) cut my hair. it was good. i guess? and they said it looked cute on me. hahah. but thanks labs. :) then after that Larababes cooked for us then we all ate dinner. haha.then yeah. we went home. then i went to church. Wednesday; the things i do for my mom So it was wednesday and i was planning on kickin it faye and her lil brother FRANCIS. but then my mom wouldnt let me til i drive her to her errands. but then yeah i ended up driving her anyways and my apologies for faye, but then i get to kickit with her. So then we went to her house then we kicked it at onyx then had some conversation and it was good. then yeah. <3> Thursday; LOST - went to practice and went to quicklys with Karl and Frenzy. - went to library - we were on our way home den we took the wrong bus, we got lost along lake merced. - driving school and finally finished the 6hours -Kicked it with babypippo =GOOOOOD DAY FRIDAY; CUHRAZY but start of my SOMETHING NEW - Met up with Christian and guesswhat? 4.9.10 is the start of something new -Planet Fitness with Faye -KFC then ate at Faye's house -went to fairmont center and shit happened. (OMGGGG UNFORGETTAAABBLLEEEE) -went home -WENT BBC with capuchino kids. =CUHRAZY DAY SATURDAY= CHILLED WITH BESTIE - went to luckys real quick. saw beb=] -youth. SUNDAY -CHiLL -NO CHURCH -LAUNDRY - TALK WITH MOM - HWS. =[ haha. as you can tell i got lazy to elaborate what happened in each day. but yall figure it out. haha. MY LIFES HAPPY and i LOVE CHRISTIAN, hi, im ruth. Monday, April 5, 2010
No strings attached Now Playing: Wifey Material- Ace Hood My Spring Break, so far is starting off great and to mention Sunday; its the resurrection day. pretty much stayed the whole day at church because God deserves it and im not even giving time that He deserves. and it felt good to catch up with the mains and hangout with them that day. i hella missed the old days. i promise ill join the next cantata. So for today; its april 5, 2010. I didnt go to practice because i was gonna hangout with Mr. Me, i jsut decided not to go to practice because i dont wanna be all sweaty and sticky after. haha. thats just gonna be nasty.. so we met up at the movies then watched clash of the titans and how to train your dragon. haha. it was a pretty cute movie. twas a great time spent with this person. and oh he amazes me<3 Now playing: Movie - Chris Brown then again, im tryna keep it that way. i shouldnt be trippin with what i read. i should already know how boys are.. its whatever. besides that this break is boutta be good + me and babypippo's getaway :) im excited. and oh i love my deep ass talk with faye + our stupid dumb moments. hi faye. hahaha. Life's good, and hi im RUTH Saturday, April 3, 2010
You should try it.  March 2010 It is the second day of April. Currently: 12:35am She's Out Of My Life- Nina March was a pretty good month for me. It has one of those days when you wouldn't just expect whats gonna happen. For ppl would run to you if they really need you. I realized that it is much better for us to be friends. Past is Past. The present is always new. There are some things that aren't meant to be. I thought that a certain person would come back because "its meant to be" but its not. Sometimes it would come back to tell you the truth. the truth that nothings gonna happen but just be friends. There are these moments that it would hurt because all you can do is wish. and regret... If i knew that this is gonna happen, i should've never left.. i should've stayed. It also made me realize that i was just an experience.. i would call it like that. becuz the other one is better. March, i would describe it like this; it is the month that said i really have to stop. stop everything. stop loving, stop expecting, stop wanting. because its just not you. its just not meant to be.. you tried. but nothing happened.. When one door closes, another one opens. Grab it. Grab the opportunity while its in front of you. Yes, grab it to not get over someone, grab it because he's there. he's something new. You wouldn't wanna see yourself stuck standing right there with the same person that made you cry over and over again... Move on, let go...keep your pride. itll prolly help you better. Thanks for making me realize the truth March, Hello April. whats goood? xoxo, Ruth Anne Friday, April 2, 2010
 "I tried so hard to find the sweet serenity" he's the reason why i have that smile on face lately Currently: Holla If You Need Me - Trey Songz so then, lately, there's this guy that has been putting this smile on face. I was thinking that this is all bad, because i cannot fall this time. i am not ready. I mean, what im tryna say here is that, i dont wanna take the risk of being hurt again. as selfish as it sounds, but its not like that. I mean, the time is gonna come eventually. but whatever. Lemme tell you what he's like; the smart guy, the swim captain, the awesome guy, the simple guy youll prolly meet out there. and he's too nice to get hurt. i dont want to hurt him. so i'll try to keep it that way and keep it cool for a lil bit. were better like this anyways. I know him, he's the type that would spend more time studying rather than talk to a girl. But recently, he's been talkin to me til he gets sleepy. I dont know why i feel sad when he's not talkin to me, but i needa think positive. He just makes me hella happy and smile. his hugs are the bestest out of all. He just makes me happy and he's one of a kind. XoXo, Ruth Anne |
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R-U-T-H-A-N-N-E = 8 letters. Divide that by 2 and you get 4, which equals R-U-T-H. Another 4 letter word is L-O-V-E, for which I have for YOU. ♥